What life would be like if I hadn't met you?
What life would be life if I hadn't stayed strong?
What is life?
What am I?
Who am I?
Why am I this way?
What is it that's bothering me?
And the more I wonder, the more question appears;
What will the future be like?
Will it be okay?
Do I really not fear death?
And it got me thinking even more;
What is he doing?
How is he doing?
What's on his mind?
Can I bring him the happiness he needs?
Am I good enough for him?
But then there's no answer. There's only one thought; one sentence is sufficient:
I miss him.
There's only one answer to all my questions:
Just live.
Three words; Eight letters to describe what I feel for him;
I love him.
Yet another question;
How much do i love him?
There's no answer. There's no limit. And that is scary but there's no time to be afraid; only time to love and to show him so.
Yet another question;
What would I do without him?
The only answer I can think of:
"I don't know"
The only thought on my mind:
"Life would crumble; nothing would be the same"
I tell myself this every day;
"You're a fool for allowing yourself to expose yourself to pain and risk losing the one of the most important in your life"
But my inner self fought back;
"He's worth becoming a fool for"
And then I close my eyes and remember the beautiful moments with him and how beautiful and warm life is.
I love you, Sim Jia Liang <3
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