The least you could do is act better than that !

Don't act like such a dick ! 

I might be caring now, but if you continue being that way, I fucking won't bother ! 

Helloooooo people ! 

I've decided to try and update much more often than before ! 

But since my life isn't any interesting , I don't really know what to write , I'll probably just ended up writing nonsense. Hahaha. But this is my blog so yahhhh. It's my nonsense XD. Either way , I just hope you'll enjoy reading my nonsense ! I just hope I won't bore you. HAHAHHA. 

Anyway , I've been feeling really irritated at people that doesn't appreciate it when someone shows them that they care and instead act like such a dick ! Gosh ! Worse kind of human being ever ! I mean , seriously ? They're showing you that they care and yet you act that way ? Geez ! So fucking ridiculous ! 

I have the say that the picture above is just so true ! 

I won't deny that I don't drink. I mean , who doesn't ? HAHAH. All teenagers have at least tasted alcohol once. LOL. But yeahhh, gotta admit that there are indeed 'good' teen out there who doesn't drink. But I haven't found one in my circle of friends. Hahah. They've all at least tasted alcohol once. Lol. 

Drinking doesn't mean being an alcoholic~~ 

Yeah , I do drink. But not often. And I only drink a lot when I feel fucked up. Come on, all the pain goes away when alcohol enters. Hahaha. But gotta admit that sometimes it only increases the pain instead of making it go away. And the aftermath of drinking is never good ! 

Yeah , drinking isn't good for the health, but if you know how to limit yourself , well, it won't really affect your health. Everyone ended up drinking later in life anyway ! ;) 

GAGAGA. 

I'm not exactly the 'good kid' Hahas. I rebel a lot. Like really a lot ! But I love my parents ! I love them much more than I can say ! 

I mean yeah , some times I do get mad at them but not for long and I can never ever hate them ! How could I ever ? They gave birth to me. They made me who I am today. They were always there for me. They're the only ones who'll truly accept me for who I am. And they're the only ones that love me much more than how much I love myself. 

I don't believe it when someone says ' oh, I'll love you forever ' 

I simply don't unless of course that person is gonna marry you or sth. But it's never accurate ! There are some people out there who's cheating but there are also some out there who really does truly love their one and only! 

But for now , at this age, nahhhh. No such love exist. It's all merely appearance. I mean , yeah , they love you when you're nice , neat and have money. Don't you dare tell me you don't love money ! Everyone does. But some people love it too much that they don't realize what they're missing. Anw , back to topic; tell me , will you still love that person when he/she is going through the darkest times of his/her life ? Will you still love them when all they do is argue with you ? Will you still love them when all your friends are saying 'oh , you got such an ugly lover'? Will you still love them with all their ugly sides ? Will you still love that person when suddenly there's a super hot person coming up to woo you ? Yeah , will you ? Will you be able to promise yourself to be faithful ? There's not such things as forever at such an age ! Hell yeah , that's reality ! Either accept it or just continue being fooled and getting broken down. 

Yeah , that's just my opinion and all. It's all from my point of view so if I've offended any of you , I apologize but yeah , reality is harsh. It doesn't lay low on you. It strikes you through the heart. But by accepting reality , you'll get a lot stronger :) 

Shall end the post with this : 

Hehehe. 

Good night !~~~ 

time changes everything

back in 2012. so much has changed since then.

HELLOOOOOOOO.
It has been soooo long since i've last updated. And i'm sorry. I've been so busy with so many things!!! Life's been so hectic nowadays.
I've realised that so much has changed over the past 8 months. Since 2013 started, i hadn't really been having the time of my life or anything and neither am i having the time of my life right now. It's just, I feel a lot better about myself. I feel like i should strive for the things i want. I should no longer hold back or have any set backs in life.
Well, my heart's never been cleared since the moment i came back to Cambodia. It can't be helped because i've regretted so many things that i should've done while i was in Singapore, yet i didn't do it. I've regretted it till today. But the past is the past, i won't dwell on it as much as i once did. I'll look back to those times and smile because I am thankful for what has happened. The people i've met. The time i've spent. The memories. Everything.

I've always hated myself for always easily getting attached to someone. It's like if I just get to know someone and we "click" immediately, I get attached so easily to that person. I trust that person and share almost every thing about myself with that person. In the end, what I get is mostly betrayal. They all always ended up leaving in the end and I get hurt. A part of me seems to be lost once they leave. While some just comes in and out of my life whenever they please. I don't get it. It hurts me. It hurts me knowing that I'm the only one who cares. Why are they like that? Why would they leave even though they know how hurt i'll get when they do....And most of the times, i'll be the idiot who goes chasing them back into my life. But now i've changed. I will no longer do that. If they want to enter, make sure to stay. If they don't plan on staying then I'll gladly walk away first. This is a lot easier said than done. I mean , come on, would you really leave someone that means so much to you? Yeah, every Hello comes another Good bye. It's sad, but it inescapable.

All kind of shit happens. So bare with it. You're not the only one going through though times. Remember, YOU'RE NEVER ALONE :)

The past's the past. We can't turn back time. Just like someone special had once told me "It's enough. Don't dwell on the past. It'll only hurt you more".
It reminds me so much of the times spent with that person. Special. So very special.

hehehehe :')

Anyway, this post is like sooooo emotional. My goddddddd. NO MORE NO MORE. Haha XD
It's been ages since i've last watch any anime and my gosh, life is no fun without anime!!!! D:

hahahah, okay
i don't really know what to write anymore
buhhhhhbyeeeeeeee~~