Greetings from me, Nam King

Greetings from me :)

I'm inspired to finally blog again :)
I was inspired by "Tyler Hikaru". I feel that he's an amazing blogger and everything about him is just purely amazing. You can check his blog at www.tylerhikaru.com

Oh well, i'm just a normal teenage girl. Nothing but drama in normal daily lives. There's always different kinds of people. I used to be that girl who cared a lot about everything and always getting myself involve but ending up getting reprimanded instead. But now, I've changed. I've changed because of the way i get treated, because of how my efforts were always wasted and not appreciated.

I've never really liked my life before even though I can basically get anything i want. I've always been the troubling daughter that always brought headaches to my parents and all. I've always disagree with my parents. Nevertheless, we quarrel rather often. And i admit, i'm always the cause of everything. I didn't feel any guilt at all in the past but now, as I've grown, I'm starting to feel like I was really in the wrong. In fact, I really am in the wrong.

My parents had always said that I'm always putting others first in my life, especially my friends. I used to always argue that it's not true. But now, as I've thought it through, it really is true. I really was treasuring my friends a lot. I'd get into any troubles just for them, even if i'll get reprimanded in the end, I didn't exactly mind it. I have always argued with my parents a lot when they brought up the topic about "friends".
Now, i think a lot differently. I know my parents were always right. I really was a fool. I feel so much guilt in me right now and i'm really trying to change. I'm starting to not care and bother myself with my surroundings anymore. I know this sounds really bad and all, but it's a lot better. It's like the troubles are lifted from my shoulders. It's like, I'm finally free.
I can't express how grateful i am towards my parents for making me realize all of this. I'm really not good when it comes to getting my feelings across. I always ended up saying what I'm not supposed to say instead of what I'm SUPPOSED to say. So, it always turn out really bad when i'm trying to tell my parents how much I really appreciate and love them.

This is long for a first post.
So i'm going to end it here.
I hope you don't get bored reading all of this.
It's just my point of view right now.
Anyways, see you next time!