Haiiiii. It's been so long since I last updated ._.
I was busy and well...lazy. LOL
The schedule's like really packed and the level of my laziness just keeps getting higher and higher.
Okay...I'm obsessed with the song 'let her go'. I just like it. Not for any particular reason, I just do XD heheh
Okay, I'm being really random :/
I'm just doing stuff to avoid feeling fucked up. LOL. Life is just so good and so bad both at the same time :/
So many stuffs on my mind yet I don't even know how to voice it out...
The urge to just scream out loud...
The urge to just go someplace far and hide...
The urge to just...end everything :/
These damn negative thoughts :/
I've told myself millions of times to never be so pessimistic but then I can't stay optimistic for over 24 hours :/ In a day, there'll always be that moment whereby I just feel so fucking down and depressed.
But you know what, there's also stuffs that's been making me feel good. Well, life's full of good and bad ?
Oh god , I don't even know if what I'm saying makes any sense at all :/
Screw this.
I'll drown myself in music.
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