i reappeared.
hahahahhahaha.
sorry for disappearing for like a month or so ._.
no wait, it was more than a month.
and right now,
i'm suppose to be doing my personal project but yeah, fuck it. i'll just be here updating my blog instead. hehehehhehe
omg
i can't ever keep my updates often ._.
sorriiiiiii
i don't even know why i'm saying sorry.
hehehehehe
so lately,
it's holidays -_-
but fuck holidays.
it sucks :(
i didn't get to go anywhere because of some family issues that had suddenly appeared.
but it's something i have to accept and must cope well with it.
well, so,
i'm just staying at home and helping my parents work even tho it's holidays -_-
but hahah, life is somewhat good i guess.
many things have changed.
some people left. some people remained. new people came in.
i'm contented with those that remained <3
i'm happier that there's someone else that stepped into my life :)
it made my life so much brighter and better.
i had looked down upon myself and had had a past person destroyed all of my self-esteem and self-confidence, but i've gained it back.
i've met someone great and wonderful.
wasn't expecting anything, but i've met the most wonderful person in a short amount of time.
i'm just so glad he took the courage to talk to me and ask me out :3 because if he hadn't done it, i wouldn't have told him my feelings for him either and well, i'll just remain shy and kept on telling myself that he doesn't feel the same way. but who would've known he had actually had feelings for me even before we started getting close.
i'm just so glad :3
teeheees.
i realized i missed out on so many good opportunities because i was too blind to see the real world and was just led on by my own stupid imaginations.
so heheheheheh,
dear ex,
fuck you for fucking up my life for 2 months or so, but thank you, because letting you go was the best decision i've ever made as i've met an amazing man that loves and appreciate me for me and i've had the most fun of my life with duhhh awesome friends that i had missed out on because i was so stupidly trying to hang onto you who doesn't even appreciate whatever that is in front of you.
sincerely, me ;)
muahhahahahah
i feel so good. omg :3
this was long ago but <3
hehehehehheeh <3
it was one of days where it was super fun <3
and hahaha, i shall end this post.
byeeeeeeee :3
there's so many pictures i wanna upload but it's too private to be posted in public.......hahahhahahah xD
good nighttttttttt errrryyyyybodehhhhhhhhhh
